I feel as if a big weight has been dropped on me. Today I got on the bus at 7am in the morning and went to Help of Southern Nevada for an appointment to help pay for my utilities and I had every little item they asked for other than my ID that I had lost but I had my birth certificate and passport and they said I had to reapply online to get another appointment to bring in my state ID...I can't believe this my lights and water are going to be turned off Thursday morning....If all fails I will take my kids to a woman's shelter until I can find a way to get these things paid...The good thing is I have a home that I don't have to pay rent but without electricity and water we can't live in it...I am trying to stay positive but one thing after another for instance my 17 year old daughter just stated she doesn't feel safe and wants to harm her self I have no transportation to take her where she needs to go I have no money for the bus..I am just doing what a mother can do and thats keep a good eye on her she has been by my side all day and evening...uhhhh I am falling apart...
